I am still so excited and humbled by samanthas confirmation this sunday. It was amazing on so many levels. I am so proud to be her mommy. The sermon was wonderful, the youth group leadership is wonderful...I could go on and on. I still cant believe I really lost it up there....it was so moving...God moves us when we least expect it.
I am still so excited and humbled about Bo and dyslexia. Taking him to Linda has been such an amazing journey. He is going to have such a story to tell one day. It has been amazing learning myself that I am dyslexic  Again, God reveals himself yet again as He wove the perfect path for us to find her. It is unbelievable.
Baylen....seeing your weeping eyes this morning because you were hungry and wanted to go through the breakfast line again both broke my heart and make me wonder what the future holds with you and your eating...I love you and your husky self. You are so much different then the others....I love how specific you are...like when I tell about something that happens and you say things like "Actually you added that part mom"
McRae them amount of anger that can be in that little body is amazing....yet the sweetness that over powers it melts my heart. I love taking you to story time in your superman outfit. I love when you say hey mommy. I love your smile on white hair that looks like a mushroom. I love the time we spend together. Even when you are throwing toys.

Some funny things that have happened lately...and some things that I am thankful for...
McRae has been talking up a storm and making either laugh or want to scream in the same moment. He is either hitting, biting or throwing something.....or saying something VERY funny or cute. He loves to copy his brothers every move and every word. Whether it is doing the Whip and Nae Nae, saying What are those or oh Lord....yikes I have my hands full....I love how from the back seat he will say "Hey mommy" I love that blonde hair, round face and sweet devious smile of his. I love how he says the word figures aka figers.  I love how he has the flattest bottom in the whole crew.
Baylen I love your HUGE eyes...your smartness that is blowing me away....you say things like "I can't button my pants and I cant ask Mrs Kelly because she is teaching and I can't ask my friends because they are listening....you also tell me every detail of your day...leaving nothing out...you talk about all the things about Mrs. Kellys class that I never heard from Bo even though he was there for two years! You love to learn...you are such a rule follower but at the same time LOVE to push the limit and argue your way thorough just about everything....you love lullabies EVERY night....
Bo...I love how you love Mrs. Linda...I love that even though you are changing and getting a little hormonal you are still my little boy that loves to cuddle, do good and be a helper....I love your passion for EVERYTHING...I love how you are such a morning person...I love your love for Piper....I love your energy....Pepper...I love how your eyes still go away when you smile...I love how everyone thinks you are the sweetest thing they have ever met...cause you really are....even though you are starting to creep into the defensive I don't know what to say or not say stage...I still have you right there with me. We are in this together. I love your heart....I love it so very much. You amaze me, make me proud and I love you more then you will ever comprehend.
I love you love to cook...I love your love for fantasy...God and your motherly nurturing ability. I love how you hang with us at night to watch cooking shows and how you have such a heart for magic and believing.