Puppy Breath

We brought Piper home today

and she is full of spunk

Baylen and I

picked her up

and she rode in my lap

all the way to see Me Me and Grandaddy

and Aunt Carley

She and Jayme have nearly killed each other

But as you can see it the pictures

they have made up

It amazes me how much I see Riley and walkers Personalities

shining through

Jayme is a bit lazy, like Riley

and wants things a bit catered to him

Piper

has Rileys spunk

and attitude

where she is a bit sneaky

They both are a lot like Walker

want to please

Piper wants to be right by you

all of the time

And piper is walkers exact color

I love how she cock's her head to the side

just like Riley did

I love how

the sound of them in the house

makes it feel complete again

the best part is

is that I saw Sam and Bo and Bay

smile today

like I have not seen

them smile in a very long time...

still feeling a little bitter sweet

it is like right when I feel my heart doing flips

my mind catches up to me

and I feel like it is not right

I am trusting

that I am not in control

and what happens

is what is meant to be

these little guys have been sent to us

I will follow their lead

and my kids

It is kinda cool

not being is such control

I know

that Sam Bo and Bay

need them

just as much

as they need the kids

it seems like a perfect fit

it is just time for me

to say it is okay

and let it happen

it is not all about me

I can keep Riley and walker

in my heart forever

they are never going anywhere

ever

ever

I have to say

having them here

kinda makes them feel alive again

It was a great day

a great day

to yet again

use what I have learned

and not to worry

and know that

we are on a journey

and will always look back

and understand why what happens

happens

even though

in the moment

it may not make sense

baylen joining in on nap time....on Riley's bed!

No I did not pose this....

Wow...Riley and Walker for real!

Love

Baylen loves having a doggie that is actually smaller then him...for the moment....this has never happened!

Piper fell asleep in Samanthas backpack!

He did this himself!

Sam got a kick out of posing Piper...here she is checking herself out at her vanity

baylen and I got a turn

Pretty cuddly

Already like Walker...wearing crazy things on her head

And into the drawer she goes....

Help me

Doing her blog

dancing to Bo's music

Getting held by Bo and Baylen

and Samantha

Even going shopping....

Yes, it was a fun day....I am so tired right now...like having two toddlers added to the mix...crossing my fingers tonight they do not turn into newborns!