Wednesday Wonderfuls

Today was a powerful day

I seem to have emotional days more on rainy days then sunny

It started a little heavy hearted because it is Grammy's birthday

It was very different not having her here for that

It has been a day we have been thinking about for a while

It was also a happy day

a dear friend of mine welcomed a new baby

It reminded me yet again of the circle of life

God gives and takes away

everyday

all day

It is not that He is a mean God

it is just we receive blessings

and then we have to let some things go

We are not to understand why

but we just need to be sure

and confident

that everything is on His time

I also felt blessed

I went on a field trip to the fire station with Bo

Baylen tagged along too

I love school field trips

so much

It is kinda fun to just watch the teachers

and know that I am not in charge

so no reason to feel stressed

I am just there for the fun

I know that sounds mean

I only say it because I was a teacher

and I so know the feeling

I also felt enlightened

So very much

I listened to a speaker speak at our women's circle

She blew me out of the water

so very much

She spoke on Courageous parenting

It rocked my socks off

I plan on blogging on it tomorrow

I am just letting it all settle tonight

I have pondered it all afternoon

Did she have all the answers

no

But that was the cool thing

None of us do

None of us

She did help me learn to be transparent

which is what I hope I am doing in this blog

It is the real me

I am not trying to change myself

or others

that Is Gods job

I am just here to scatter the seeds

I am here to trust God

even when I let worry take over me

I have to let God know each morning

that I am on board

to let Him lead me

I have to learn to be more Fearless

It feels good

I am turning a page

I can feel it

I am on a tip of an iceberg

Moving forward

I feel very courageous

So

Yes

today was full of emotions

but all working together

to make a very perfect day

in many ways

Let us boldly approach the throne of our gracious God, where we may receive mercy and in his grace find timely help Hebrew 4:16