wednesday Wonderful

Some things I want to always remember

Bo coming to our bed every night around 2:00 am

Baylen patting his hand on the seat next to him meaning for me to sit there

Samantha letting me cuddle her as we talk about a million things

Watching Bo act out his action figures and be so creative

Baylen wanting to work puzzles

Samantha loving to be busy doing something all the time

Baylen still wanting a Ba Ba

Bo always putting his pants on backwards,

always holding a stick in hand

talking to someone or someting even if it is not there

the faces he makes

his hugs

Samantha's displeasure in cleaning up

Baylens sweet tooth

If I could only capture the memories in a bottle

and keep them forever

It is finally not cold and windy

it is amazing how cold and windy can bring your mood down

I love hot and breezy...

ready for some outside play

Went to go to Party City to get birthday plates and balloon for Sam

We always do this for birthdays

half way out there I was sensing that Sam was not that excited

I asked her

Do you want a balloon and plates

She said, umm

not really

WOW

Hit me like a truck

First blow to the heart of growing up

Siren went off

Whoo WHoo Whoo

What....not birthday plates and big balloon

I guess she is nine

don't worry

I did not behave the way I felt

I gripped the steering wheel tight and said

Oh, that is so fine sweety

We never have to get something that you don't want to

thank you for telling me

So we whipped into target to look for elmo toys for Baylen for his birthday

thank the lord I still have little ones

I pray for moms with only one

If that was me

go ahead an put me into an institution

I would loose it

Feeling pretty pumped about elmo party plates and a huge melmo balloon!