Stinky yet sweet

Stinky yet sweet

This sums up my day

The car ride home from the garden tonight 

was quite smelly

Two boys

and a diaper that I could not dispose of

until I got home

Baylen

was covered in good garden fun

covered

and I put Bo's boots in the car

after I dumped about a cup of water out of each of them,,,,

At the moment things were pretty stinky

yet now looking back

sweet

that is how my life is

Smelly times

are indeed still sweet

and then the sweet times

can turn smelly at any moment

you just don't know what is around the corner

I love being a mom

and I know this get so annoying to people when I say it

but it is hard

a good hard

would not want to be doing anything else in the world

but I do feel

it is mentally and physically exhausting!

Sometimes I thing going to work all day

dressed up

with a cup of coffee that I really will finish

sounds ooooh so nice

but

would only want to tdo it one day

to get my fix 

and then bring it....

my old life right back

I did have many sweet moments today

took Bo to the movies

and it was just us

he sat in my lap

and it was great

the positive of Sam being gone

is Bo is getting some extra one on one tlc

Baylen

not too many sweet moments today

other then he is just sweet

but can turn it on and off

and really stink it up

big time

working through those tantrums

had many today

but it is still sweet

It is sweet that I get to do this all over again

I feel overjoyed that just one of the four has gone to kindergarten

Yeah!

So excited that there is a long road ahead 

feel like I am tweaking things

so soon 

I will have it mostly together

I am learning slowly but surley

things take about 30 minutes longer when Bo is involved

we are working on this

I have also learned that it really is just about survival during the day

 not much time for anything else

not really at all

i need to stop trying to fill every moment

I find that I do not allow myself enough time

to get it all done

so need to be content

with just not trying to do all of it

and doing

just want I can do

at that time

Loved having my mom go with us to the farm

so much fun

picked bluberries too

like I said

sweet...and smelly all day long

goal for tomorrow

rid excess

in all areas of my life....

feeling so much better about Sam tonight

Feel like she has done this a whole day

so all is good

did not see a smile during the skits

actually looked a little nervous

But

I am sure she is having so much fun

amazing I can read her body language in a picture!

Three more days...I can do this!

 Looks like a night program with a capital WACKY

 SWEET SWEET SWEET

 LOVE the sillyness

 Goodbye to Baylen....Sam was really going to miss him!

 Off to pottery...this is right when we were leaving her.....she skipped right off!

 Outdoor living skills