Missing a limb

feel like I just lost my arm

or leg

or some form of myself

My first born

my girl

my baby

my lovie loving little girl

was just dropped off

in the middle of the wilderness by her moma!

Can you belive it

Ok,

so I did not just drop her

and it was not the wilderness really

It was quite cozy and quant

And perfect

but I still feel like a HUGE hunk of by being stayed with her

I really thought I would be fine

until I walked back into my house

I hear her

I think she is just in the other room

I see her clothes

her barbies

her finished bowl of grits from this morning

Our monopoly game that we played yesterday

The cupcakes we made

her bike

her shoes

her pictures

I know it is just five days

but I miss her like so bad

like SO bad

I can tell you right now

take not

there is no way in you no where she is doing this for two weeks next year

no way!

I can handle this, just because I am playing mind games

She is just at school today

then off to spend the night

That will get me through tomorrow

then it will be Wednesday

and I can say I am on the down hill

and will see her

in two days

a piece of  cake right?

Lets hope so

I know she is having so much fun

But I picture her sleeping alone in a cabin...

when it all gets quiet

and it makes me shed a tear

or a few hundred

She is a night owl

and loves being tucked in

I will miss not doing that

I love her so

and know that it is a good thing I feel this way

it shows how close we are

can't wait to get my hands on that sweet thing in five days

don't want to rush time

but this is one of those weeks that I will not blog about time slowing down

I can assurre you of that

Here is to a lot of boy action being busy with my two boys

and probably a lot of cleaning to keep my mind busy!

Here are some picuters from this morning

I will have this posted in my house so I will know what she is doing...

Her first activity is pottery

then swim

then outdoor life skills

She will get to pick each day new afternoon activities

Right after we set up her bed took this picture in front of Jenny Wren her cabin...

then off to pick her first activities

making up her bunk...getting it all cozy

Five care packages wrapped up and ready...labeled for each day

I hope she likes them and they bring a smile to her face.....