I am so blessed, my kids are amazing

I would like to dedicate this post to my kids

I know it is always all about them anyway

But today

more then anyday

I am so proud of them

so so proud

I feel so loved

and more important

I feel that they know

how much I

love them

Bo today

seemed so grown up

He told me over and over

Mommy

I want to be a good boy

Mommy are you proud of me

Mommy I sure am good with my manners

yes, Bo you are

Sometimes I get bogged down on what we are doing wrong

not focusing on how much we are doing right

He is such a sweet boy

He taped a picture of Walker to his coke bear

so now he can hold it

just like walker

he sleeps with a box with walkers hair in it

he looks up in his bed

out his window

and talks to him

he misses walker

and he told me that walker

and me

would always be his best friends

always

Baylen,

your smile,

says it all

your hugs

say it all

your kisses

say it all

your reaches say it all

I love you

I love your cuddles

I am so greatful

to be your mommy

Samantha,

I just found a note you wrote me

In the kitchen cabinet

you did not let me know all day

But I just found it

It said

You hold the key to my heart

You spelled heart

hart

I have never

felt so loved

as I do

right now

You sweet

sweet girl

I want to wake you up

and say thank you

but you are asleep

I love you too

I love our girl talk at night

you tell me everything

You sang so pretty tonight

I still have tears in my eyes

that sweet face, missing teeth

singing about loving Jesus

You have such a believing heart

you are so excited about the magic of Christmas

It warms my heart so much

You so get it

You so so get it

You are so kind

You love so deep

You are so passionate

I could not think

of three more perfect kids

I could ever hope, dream or ask for

God thank you

thank you

thank you

I feel like I have everything

I also have a husband

that is the real deal

He is not fake

He is sensitive

caring

the whole package

I have two dogs

that are watching us

so now

we will always be protected

not like when they were here

and could only protect us when they were with us

They are always with us

we all can feel that

I love you

Daddy

Samantha

Bo

Baylen
Riley

Walker

Thank you for being my family

Thank you for reminding me

everyday

in all you do

what a blessing it is

just to be

#51 Watching children sing in church at Christmas time

#52 Watching your kids find their elf and think what he does is so funny

#53 Getting Riley and Walkers garden almost done

#54 Walking with my Dad on a Sunday

#55 Warm fuzzy slippers