I have so much to say I never know where to start.....here are some of my favorite things lately....
Samantha is teetering between being a pre teen and a little girl. I love her little personality so much. She is sassy yet polite all at the same time. I get her. Not everyone does. But I love how we are a lot alike and I can help her through the times she gets so rattled...and calm her mind and heart. I love that little girl like I never knew I could.....
Dropped her off at camp today. It brings me such different emotion. It is so need she wants MeMe to go along too. Last year MeMe was carting Baylen and this year it was McRae. I am so proud of Samantha. She worked so hard to start walking to get to go to one of her favorite places on earth, next to Disney and the Beach. She was so cute today getting her bed all set up....I left her a package on her bed and I just wish I could see her face when she opens it. I got to see her one last time after her swim check...it made me sad to see that little limp...but she sure does not feel sorry for herself...she is such a go getter!I miss her dearly...but am so happy that I know she is so happy....

I love how Bo has wanted to be so helpful lately...he is such joy to my heart
He is my biggest one that wants hugs all the time...that will just ask for them
He is the one that will just tell you out of the blue how much he loves you
He has such a kind heart too

Baylen aka Grumpy Bear aka South Pole Elf...we don't know what you are going through now...but this too shall pass...I really don't mind you as my shadow and wanting to bed held all the time...and ooks read to you and things done your way...because I know one day you will not want that....

McRae I love how you just go with it....I love how you play with your hair when you drink from a bottle...

Much more to come!