had enough

So....

sooo cute you say

don't let her fool you

see that smerk

yea

she is exhaused because she has been running around outside chasing the kids

as if she was on puppy crack

and taking dinner out of our hands...

and getting very muddy in kiddy pools

and the list goes on

But

as Samantha reminded me

I was focused too much on her bad behavior instead of her good

like no accidents

awesome sleeper

sits

lays

stays

But

it was still hard today

she was one step away from finding a new home

and no

I would not really do that

but I thought it

I titled this post had enough

because I had had enough of pipers terrible two behavior

But

I have spent the last hour

in the bathroom sick

very sick

tried to eat a whole sandwich

was so happy

and then

well

won't get into details

lets just say

I guess I really did not eat it

Had enough of this

but

as I came back into the den

with my first and second born

I rememberd how I soon forgot

how sick they made me

and how much I love them now

and only think about the moments we are in

and not the past rough patches

just another reminder

how you can't stay in the negative place

or it will drive you nuts

and those around you

So

as I puke

and can't stand the smell of anything

I remind myself

that this will be a distant memory in a few short weeks

and I will move on

and not rememember how yuck it really was

good thing

or I may have had just one

is it worth it

you bet

Just got one better after a 104 fever

and now got my second one laying on me

103

like I said before

there is no time to be stuck

got to keep moving forward

and enjoy the ride

even if it is rough at times....